Just killing time, trying to get a paper edited for class. I really hate this part of the country--no jobs, no nightlife, nothing!!!! That's what I get for moving out into the middle of nowhere Texas. Don't get me wrong, I love Texas, I just hate this part of it. We have damn tourirists (what I call tourists) all over the place. I guess this is where people in the cities want to come to "get back to the simpler life". They trash our towns, say we're uneducated, but they keep saying How quaint it is here. I'm a fifth generation Texan, most of it here in West Texas, and nearly all of it in my town. It makes life hard when you're single, considering you are related to about 90% of the people in town. What I'd give for a chance to get the hell out of here for a few years, but I keep getting sucked back in. This time it's for at least a few years while I finish my degree. After spending 15 years in restaurants and the military, it's time to get that stupid piece of paper. That way it can prove that I can put up wirh 5 years of bullshit. I've been doing that for 15 already, but yet I'm called "uneducated." If I'm uneducated, then how come I can't even find a job waiting tables. Why? Because I'm over-qualified, but not qualified for what I want to do. Wholesale mayhem and destruction is what I want to do. Sure the job is fun, but there is no pay involved. The benefits are incredible--shooting and blowing shit up all the time is a great stress-reliever. After a few months here, I really need the relief.