Back to school again

Ok. I'm back for a while.

I found out Saturaday that I'm still enrolled in classes here in Hell. I had to spend a good 2 hours Monday morning to get some things cleared up so I can attend class. I ended up dropping one of my three classes due to the fact that I had already missed 3 sessions of it. There is no way I could have devoted enough time to it anyway.

Friday I was forced to be interviewed for the campus newspaper. The boss told me to be nice in it and not give them my opinion about how fucked up this place is. Then today, the paper came out and I saw the horrid pic they took of me. Tomorrow is going to be a Hell-day for me. I am introducing these little fuck-stains to Cajun food. For lunch, it's all Cajun food and nothing else. It's an experiment that I'm trying with them. All they eat is crap food and don't want to try anything different, so I'm not giving them a choice in the matter.

Love-life-wise, still nothing has been going on. I realized the other night that I miss having someone around. Not so much for sex, but for the companionship. Someone I can talk to and just make me feel worthwhile. I'm in my mid-30's now and don't have a family of my own, nor am I involved with anyone. Hell, the longest real relationship I've had only lasted a few months of continious contact. I've realized that having someone in my life would help me settle down a bit and give me something to focus on. I still wish that I could find an equal to me. Most of the "girls" here are just that--girls. Most of them have never had someone treat them with respect, kindness, or caring. My old room-mates once told me, "Rob, if you treated any woman half as good as you treated the Evil One, they'd be yours for life." Funny thing is that in order to treat them like that, I need to find someone whom I can relate to. I'm scared to death by a woman who is my equal, but yet, that is what I desire. Someone who is open, honest, truthful, compassionate, caring, and can make me listen to her, not because she wants me to, but because she can captivate my mind and make me want to listen

Ok, enough of my depressing bullshit. See ya'll on the flip side.

Peace.