Another Rough Week

Had one of my worthless staff memebers call in sick on Monday and Tuesday, so I had to do her job. It's not that bad, but I'm having to do 3 other peoples jobs as well, so it gets real OLD. Had 2 of my student workers tell me that their last day is going to be tomorrow because they said they have found a "better" job. THe only problem is that they never bothered to give me a 2 weeks and that I'm the one that gives references. They didn't just screw work, they screwed me. Anyone who knows me knows that I don't forget who screws me.

Been a little down about myself lately. I've been alone for a while and it's really starting to get to me. I really would like to find someone whom I can share my time with. I know that I've been alone for a long time and for a while I was ok with it, but DAMN! I don't think that I'm an ugly person and that I'm a good guy, but I can't ever seem to find a woman who I'm compatible with. Why won't women give me a chance? It's been rough for me because I crave attention and love. The only time I seem to find it, it goes sour. Why do women say that they want a "nice guy," but when one's in their face, they don't want him? My office manager told me that I need to find a girlfriend because I'm starting to get a little strange at work. I wish that it was that easy for me. I've always had a problem with talking to women. They scare the hell out of me and I'm afraid to get hurt. Every woman that I meet, whom I find attractive is with someone. Oh well, one day I'll meet the one for me (unless I've already met her and screwed it up).

On a good note, my raise finally can through, only 3 months later. Now I can't wait for my retro check to hit. That should be all for now.

Peace!