What the Hell is wrong with some people?

Ok, I keep getting calls from the Evil One. What is this? She only calls me whenever whomever the "fuck-du-jour" gets tired of her shit. She screwed me over too many times to count. Nearly everyone who knows her for longer than 5 minutes knows that she's full of shit. Sorry about sounding bitter, but she had lied to me the whole time I knew her. When I was seeing her, she never told me that she was still married. When I thought I married her, she never told me. After I divorced her, she never told me. It wasn't until I called her on it that she'd admit it. I believe in the goodness in every person, but because of her, I had learned not to trust most people. Ok, enough of my venting.

Sunday was intresting for me. Didn't do much but made 40 chocolate dipped strawberries. My favorite bartender is a choco-holic and loves strawberries. I ran up there late that night and gave her almost all of them. Thanks to that I will NEVER have to pay for a drink at her bar again. It's a shame that she's committed to her boyfriend, but at least I've got someone whom I can talk to about things. You never know, she may get tired of him and think about me.

Work's been keeping me busy lately. We had a meeting on Friday and not a single person who talks crap about me behind my back would say a thing about me. I just wish that these people would grow some cajones and speak their mind. I'm an adult and have a think skin. Their opinions don't mean jack to me. I know who I am and I worked hard to get to where I am in my life.

Saturday is going to be rough for me. I have to work a Van Cleiburn concert. I would rather be in Houston because it is a special day. The last woman whom I loved will be celebrating her 25th birthday. I still think about her, I know that I should get over her and move forward. I'll probably call her and wish her a happy birthday and hope that she is well and leave it at that. I'm too afraid that she'll still be mad with me, even though it's been 2 years since we last talked. Then again she could still have feelings for me and miss me just as much. You never know.

Everyone be good out there.

Peace!