Finally putting a memory to rest

Today (Saturday) is my last "real" exes birthday. I got the courage up to wish her a happy birthday and to let her know that I'll be there for her if she needs anything. She never answered, so I left a message telling her that. I figured that if she still felt anything or was still mad, she would have called back. Instead, I never got a call back. I have missed her for over two years and have hoped that there was a way that she could see how much she meant to me. Becky Z. you meant the world to me since the day I met you, but it's past time for me to move on. You will still be a template for what I look for, but won't be the only thing I look for.

Last night (Friday) wound up going to the bar that I have been going to. The really hot bartender told me that she'd be there and that I should go. I get there and everyone gave me a hard time for showing up late (9PM instead of 8PM). The main reason why everyone was there was that it was going to be one of the regular's 21st birthday. She had been going in there for a while, but has had to have her mother with her in order to drink. I thought that she was pretty cute, but haven't really talked to her the whole time I had been going in. As I'm walking over to sit down, she comes up and gives me a big hug and says how glad she is that I came out for her party. I thought that was pretty wild, since she didn't even know my name or what I did. Normally I only spend about an hour or hour and a half there, but last night was a rare event. I wound up leaving at close and got to meet some really intresting people. Met a really cute nurse and she invited all of us over to her house afterwards to continue the birthday celebration. I chose to pass since I was extremely tired. The really funny thing is that I was the only guy that was sitting at the main table. Not bad for someone who she's never talked to before.

Well all, I needs to gets me some beauty sleep.

Peace!