DAMN!!!

I can't believe the price of gas now. It's over $3 a gallon, WTF??? Anyhow, was supposed to go to Houston this weekend, won't happen now, would cost me a shitload of money to get there now. On another note, still have to go to the wedding later in the month. Should be intresting. Still hear from her every single day, sometimes 3 or 4 times a day. She even talked about what her mom said to her about dating me. I wouldn't mind, but I don't want a long distance relationship. Besides if we went out, someone would fall in love and get hurt and I don't want the hurt or to hurt her. She's one of the few that I look forward to talking to all the time. She's one of the few that I can talk to about anything and I will always be there for her whenever she needs me. Yeah, I know, it sounds like I'm falling for her. I'm not, but I can see how easily it would be to fall for her. The longer I've known her the more I realize that she is the type of woman that I want, but she needs to be more than she is now. She's grown a lot since I first met her, but not quite ready for what I want and need in life. Who knows, maybe she will one day. But until then I'm going to live life for myself, but still make time for those I care for.

Think on that for a while.