Celibate, not by Choice

Ok, I've decided to become celibate, but not by choice. Ok, it was by choice, as in there are no decent options in this fucked up town. I've met a few cool women since I got here, but nothing ever happens with them. The ones that would sleep with me, I wouldn't touch with a 10-foot pole. Do I have high standards? Or is it that no one has the desire to make themselves better people? I've given up on trying to figure out these small town people. Give me the city. Give me pollution, 24-hour Starbucks, Homeless people and Wal-Marts. Give me women who meet my standards, even if they are a little psychotic. I guess what I'm saying is that I want to go back to the city, back to civilization.
But, I can't. At least not for now. I have to finish school and do the job I was hired to do. Once that is done, then I can go back to the city for good. For now, all I can do is visit and dream about being there once again. At least in the city I can find women who would go out with me and be honest to my face. I'm tired of lowering my standards, it's time for them to rise up to my standards. No more "settling" for someone. I want them to challenge me in every way possible. The gauntlet has been laid down, will anyone accept it?

Later.