I need advice

I've had dreams about the one that got away lately. The problem with it is that we broke up over wanting kids at the time. For a long time I thought I couldn't have kids, but shortly after we split up I found out I could. At the time we were together it wouldn't have been fair for me to have a family. I worked late nights and weekends, but now I have a good job-no late nights or weekends. We connected at our first meeting, we acted like we'd been together for years, even though it was just a few weeks. It was the first time I believed in love at first sight and so did she. I still miss her with all my heart and soul, but one of the last things she said to me was that if I loved her, not to talk to her again. I haven't talked to her, but I have tried to call her, because I still care for her, but she never answered. The last time I sent her a text telling her thanks, the medallion she gave me fell off it's chain for no reason. I haven't let it leave my possession ever since she gave it to me. A friend of mine, who is a witch, said it had a very strong spell put on it. I still want to know if she is the mother of my child. She said that if she had a child she would raise it herself whether the father wanted to be there or not. I want a family more than anything else. More than that, I want to be with someone whom I can truly love. With her, I felt true love in my life. I was to be in Houston tonight, but I was scared to go see her at her job tomorrow. I decided to take a day of rest before I had to go up there and try to get my shit together. I'm afraid that she will explode for not respecting her wishes and get a stalking charge on me. I know that I should move on, but when you get a strong feeling that something big is happening that you should be there for, you need to know what is really going on.

The question is: Should I go talk to her, no matter how embarrassing it is to her at work, or not?

I'm waiting on you all.

Peace!