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Monday, August 25, 2008

Intresting Month

Let's see it's been a long, long, long while since I've posted here. Let's see what's been going on since I last posted.

Have a new job. The pay is good and it's doing something that I'm good at--managing restaurants. The food is actually pretty decent- 4 star quality with a 2 star price. I get a little more leeway there because they can see what I'm capable of doing.

I realized that some of the women in my life have been toxic to me. In my attitude, my direction in life, just plain bad for me. The one that I posted about in the post right before I have no clue about her life and I really don't want to know. I really don't know if I'll find real love, but I have met a few really cool people since then.

Found out the "Evil One" is in prison and has her sister harassing me to write her. I told her no deal on that. She had her chance to have me in her life, but she chose what she did. I'm not being heartless, but that goes back to what I had in the previous paragraph.

From now on, I will only surround myself with people that I don't have to put on an act for. People who take me for who I am. One's that I can truly be myself around and to hell with what other's think. Life is too damn short to stay bitter, to be a fake, and in general be an unhappy person.

I've learned to be myself a lot more these days than I have been in a long long long time. I'm a writer, a geek, a hell of a cook, and in general a great person.

I'm not going to be bitter in these posts, but from time to time, I will have to let the bile spill out just to get it out of my system. So I guess I will be bitter, but I won't take it into my real life.

Everyone be good to each other.

Peace!